So, I got my schedule for the next 2 weeks.  I only open once and several mid-shifts with way too many of them going until 5.  Until 5 puts all 3 kids in daycare for a long time, and isn't worth it to me money wise.  I'm going to have to closely track how much of our daycare bill is because of Hogi Yogi and how much of it is for other things and compare it to what I bring home.

I'm back to I don't know if I should quit or not, but I think I'm going to work all of January and then reassess things in February.  I'm not the type to give something up the minute it starts to become not convient, but at the same time I don't want to try to make something work that is affecting my family negatively or isn't going to get better.

I also don't know if I should take the evening statistics class or try to drudge through online.  Taking it in the evening would either up our daycare bill (again!) or really mess with Paul's sleeping schedule.  I do have serious doubts about 'getting' math from a text book though.  *sigh*

I do have a couple of people who feel very comfortable with stats who said that they would help me, so maybe I'll be ok.  Maybe.

School doesn't even start for a few more weeks and it's causing me stress.  At least I know the stress will leave once I figure out a schedule.

It's days like this that I wish I could say "Mom and Dad, I'm not sure what the right answer in this situation is, can you help me out?"

Going back in time a few weeks to something I was going to blog about....

Charlet:  "Mom, what's a virgin?"

Me (inside):  WHA...?!?!?!?!?!?!

Me (outside):  What did you ask?

Charlet:  What's a virgin?

Me (inside)  crap!  that's what she asked *sigh*

Me (outside):  It's someone who hasn't had sex

Me (inside):  Please, please, please don't ask what sex is.  Please give me more time to prepare for this.

Charlet:  That doesn't make sense Mom

Me (inside):  Crap!

Charlet:  Because why would some Santa's had sex and some haven't?

Me (outside):  What do you mean?

Charlet (pointing to a Christmas decoration):  Well, like that...it's a virgin of Santa Claus, just a small virgin.  It just doesn't make sense.

Me (inside):  WTH is she talking about?

Turns out she meant version, not virgin.

Ooops.